I love my children dearly and I try to make good choices but I end up nowhere. My children's fathers turned out to be loosers even though my children were planned. I feel like I am tired of being in this world. If I am unable to take care of my children, why should I live? I tried being strong for 9 months but I just can't be anymore. I tried getting financial assistance from the state but in Utah you have to go to school or search for a job full time in order to qualify and I don't have a car and no one cares about me. There are no transportation systems where I live and daycares are clear across town. I tried to find online employment but I am unable to find any real work that makes good money without start up costs. I am at the end of my rope and I am tired in everyway. Does anyone have any ideas?
You are a very stong woman and I agree with the fact that you should never give up and just keep trying. I also go to bed at night crying because the struggles are hard and my childrens fathers are not around either. One is a looser and the other one got deported to Mexico. I understand how you feel and what you are going through. Stay strong and positive.
Times are tough and hard for alot of people including me. I have no money to pay my bills or a car to get a job. No family or friends that live by me. But I now know that I am not alone in this world. When I look into my 3 childrens eyes I realize that I am lucky to have them. Even though things will get worse before they get better, I know someway and somehow I will overcome this financial obstacle. I am very stressed to the max but I am trying to think positive.
Hello. My name is Judy. I have 3 beautiful children who I love so much. I am scared I am going to lose them due to the fact I suddenly became a single mother without a minutes notice. My babys dad got deported to Mexico so I am left with out any help. I live in a small town with no car and we dont have a transportation system here so its impossible to get a job or be on financial assistance. My family doesnt care and I dont have any close friends. I feel helpless and completely lost. I have no one to talk to about this and I feel like I have no options left. I have no idea how I am going to pay my bills and be able to take care of my children. I am willing to do anything to be able to take care of my children financially. There have been times that I have gotten so stressed that I just wanted to end my life because I have absolutely no idea how to overcome this obstacle. Is there hope?
